Archive January 21, 2015

Journey

Sometimes life puts challenges in front of us, and we have one coming up trying to get Coffee cancer medicine that has been released but is only available at four centers in the USA. SO TOMORROW WE EMBARK ON A LONG JOURNEY TO GET THE MEDICINE FOR HER.

Coffees cancer battle round 2

There is a new treatment in the battle against cancer. It’s called monochromal antibody treatment At-0004. It’s an antibody that seeks out a protein in cancer cells and attaches to it, it then kind of destroys the cell wall and destroys the cancer. They are trying it for canine lymphoma. I have searched the United States as it got USDA approval last week and I found a clinic in Philadelphia that has the drug. Coffee and I have an appointment there. It may be out last hope.

How bad I am

Today I was told what a terrible person, I am
Today I was told how many people I worked with hated me
Today I was told how I suck the happiness out of people
Today I was told I was worthless
Today I was told I get in people’s way
Today I was told how fucking bad I am.

I went to sit in a dark room, and I guess the way I feel right now my life was a total waste of a good life………..that god gave me……….

Then I cried