It’s been 3 years since Mary Beth died. I try to take my life and not to make the mistakes she made. He estate got settled last week. The last three years I don’t know what she did but she didn’t do her taxes that was a mess.
I am not Mary Beth, she had lots of enemies and haters. She was a nice person once. Really. Part of that was still in her. The alcoholic part took over. She stopped going to the doctor. She cut a lot of people out of her life and she was so alone and unhappy. I don’t want to be like that. She could never let go of anything. She could never move on. You don’t have to forgive but if you don’t want to be eaten up by life you have to let go…move on….grow. She could never let go…..move on…..IT CONSUMED HER….god I miss her…..
