I have to work on my own happiness. I make a decision and let other people influence me, even though I know that decision feels good. Sometimes you have to take a risk and little jump. That has always been so hard for me! Always…..then working for MPS, nothing is certain at all. You always live with ” what will their next decision be” and it’s hard living with so much upheaval all the time and new partner teachers, new principals, hard hard hard
Then when you make a depiction about work, life, and play and you second guess yourself all the time….then people make you second guess yourself even more…..it’s hard…and I hate it. Letting other people opinions and beliefs cloud my own. I have to be stronger. I just have to be.
